Comfort

Every now and again, I get too comfortable with my life and start doing stupid stuff. I don't know why, but I have an innate inability to cope for very long when everything is going well. This leads me to fabricate problems, or set myself stupid personal tests that I'll invariably fail because I fucking set them.

It's normally around this time that I start writing embarrassing, demotivational messages on my hand. Stuff like "You don't need to smoke", or "Stop fucking eating all the time" are what we're talking here. If nothing else, it's just frustrating.

I also have a trick of completely ditching or changing really insignificant things in my life - for example, I have changed my main web browser, stopped posting to twitter and Facebook (except for replies! What a renegade!), and stopped sitting and mincing about on my laptop all evening. I know; life-changing shit, right?

Is anyone else like this as well? I can't be the only one who gets used to being happy and needs to fuck things up just to feel something new.