22. School

Penultimate day of my level 2 course, if you don't count the assessment. Which I don't. I probably should but that's a problem for Future Jasper.

I feel like today went a lot better. I still have no confidence in my knowledge, which is as it should be because I don't confidently know anything yet! I have to keep referring to my little manual, which I guess is what it's there for.

I spent this evening designing a 20 minute lesson for tomorrow's mock assessment, which is not terrifying at all. I'm sure it'll be fine but it's so like being in school again, it's unsettling.

I need to smile more, or figure out how to better outwardly project that I'm not unhappy. I have a bit of a resting bitch face, but also a focussed bitch face and a happy bitch face. I need to be softer in general - my overall look is too severe to also project that energy.

How to undo forty years of bitch-face?