Finding it very difficult to summon the energy to get excited about anything at the moment. I have to buy myself something to achieve it, which is so unsustainable it's not even funny. Especially not funny when you order two things and they arrive at exactly the same time and rob you of two separate things to look forward to!

Almost everything I usually look forward to in a year has now passed by, entirely unceremoniously. I'm trying to look forward to next year but that feels a lot like setting myself up to be disappointed again.

New iPhone next week, though. That'll be good for an hour or so of dopamine and serotonin.