About a million years passed

The prospect of not having a job is quite stressful. The whole leading-up-to-getting-married is getting a little stressful and is only being exacerbated by the prospect of not having a regular income! Sadly (for me!), this all amounts to not really having a lot of time to post any pictures recently. I've been pulling late nights working on freelance and looking for jobs and trying to squeeze pennies out of my bank account! It's not fun. <!--more--> All of this being said, I am finding myself with a bit of an internal conflict going on. I would really like the stability of a full time job. I love the social aspect of going into an office, working with people who care about what they do and kick ass at it, hopefully improving myself, it's all good; but another part of me would really like to take on some freelance and do that for a while. Thing is, if I take on freelance then a job that I totally love comes along, I could potentially have quite a big project which needs a lot of time and attention that I can only do in my free time, of which there isn't much!

I guess it's all just a matter of timing, but I don't think I'm lucky enough to get it just the way I want! History show, anyway.

Sorry for the ultimately pointless rambling. I guess that's why I call it my blog!