You don't need 2,000 self-indulgent words to convince you to listen to something. With that in mind, have a little scroll through this lot and see if you can find something you like
FFO: feeling sad
Entangle the spiders
Make sense of this mess
A mind at large
Is a power they can't repress
Take me back to mid-2000s, and the golden age of post metal, please.
Imagine going to a show and the opening act does this. Ridiculous.